Total System Crash!

Oh my goodness, I wonder if I have a restart button! The next few days are going to be rough when I go to Springfield to diet. I developed bad eating habits there, but can try to combat it a little by walking in their great neighborhood. I feel too rushed to even pay attention to all this, but I think next week when I get back, or maybe even in Springfield, I want to take some serious uninterrupted time to go over the pyramid and get my journaling going. After that, I think I can implement some real changes. Some good things are that my stomach is somehow shrinking. Like I had Chinese today for lunch, but was stuffed after I ate the egg drop soup and egg roll. I hardly touched my entree, very unusual for me! I am emotional right now, and overeating a bit in response. Please pray for me to find another way to handle situations and feelings! I miss you so much, and yes we need to take the long term view and we're in this for a while! It will be so worth it, however, to feel healthy and strong! We're both beautiful ladies just waiting to get out! Actually, I think we're beautiful anyway, but sometimes I don't know myself lately when I look at pictures. Ugh!!! Focus on the positive... I'm giving myself a pep talk ha ha! I hope so much to talk this weekend. Did I mention the website Eatbetteramerica.com? It has yummy recipe remakes... talk to you soon!